After nearly bursting into tears I'm not sure how many times* between my house and 30,000 feet above New England, I've found myself at the intersection of "oh my god, I still can't believe I'm actually doing this," and "it's happening; this trip is real now". Also riding out a 2-hour layover in Providence, but that's not important.
I've never done a whole lot of traveling and have been itching to dive into a big, way-outside-my-comfort-zone trip ever since I started working for the Parks. Of course, a month of organic farming in Peru would have been an absolute dream but it just always seemed a bit too intimidating for someone with so little travel experience. At some point while working at EMS last winter and lamenting another winter of lost travel opportunity, I realized that there's a ton of excellent stuff to see and experience here in the US that I've never even thought to explore. I demanded of myself, how the heck have I been working in outdoor rec environmental education for so long without ever setting foot in an honest-to-god National Park? Sure, I've visited NPS lands bearing other designations, but the likes of Canyonlands, Zion, Joshua Tree, and Yosemite were starting to whisper beckoningly.
So I started doing the requisite homework and little by little realized I was actually making this trip happen. For once, I actually went beyond visiting kayak.com and going, "
how much for a flight to Australia!?" and then essentially abandoning the idea. I crunched numbers (of the spending type), watched flight prices on Southwest.com, compared gear features. But the first thing that really brought home the fact that I was actually going to follow through on this one was when I ordered an $8 driving map of Canyon Country and a used UT hiking guide online. My heart pounded as I went through the payment processing pages because trekking poles and sleeping pads are things I can use over and over again for trips to various locales, but these things were just for this trip.
And so it begins. I'll update this blog when possible (aren't hostels great?), and keep a hand-written journal in the backcountry to be transcribed here later. To all of you following along, I wish so many of you could have joined me but part of my intention was to travel alone, and it'll be comforting in my lonelier moments to know that you're keeping tabs. Thank you for that.
*I think mostly because I got very little sleep last night. I blame sketch comedy, beer, and awesome friends.